Sunday, March 29, 2026

When we must wait for answers to prayer

(From the C. H. Spurgeon devotional "Morning and Evening", March 29th)

“I called him, but he gave me no answer.”
Song of Solomon 5:6

Prayer sometimes tarrieth, like a petitioner at the gate, until the King cometh forth to fill her bosom with the blessings which she seeketh. The Lord, when he hath given great faith, has been known to try it by long delayings. He has suffered his servants’ voices to echo in their ears as from a brazen sky. They have knocked at the golden gate, but it has remained immovable, as though it were rusted upon its hinges. Like Jeremiah, they have cried, “Thou hast covered thyself with a cloud, that our prayer should not pass through.” Thus have true saints continued long in patient waiting without reply, not because their prayers were not vehement, nor because they were unaccepted, but because it so pleased him who is a Sovereign, and who gives according to his own pleasure. If it pleases him to bid our patience exercise itself, shall he not do as he wills with his own! Beggars must not be choosers either as to time, place, or form. But we must be careful not to take delays in prayer for denials: God’s long-dated bills will be punctually honoured; we must not suffer Satan to shake our confidence in the God of truth by pointing to our unanswered prayers. Unanswered petitions are not unheard. God keeps a file for our prayers—they are not blown away by the wind, they are treasured in the King’s archives. This is a registry in the court of heaven wherein every prayer is recorded. Tried believer, thy Lord hath a tear-bottle in which the costly drops of sacred grief are put away, and a book in which thy holy groanings are numbered. By and by, thy suit shall prevail. Canst thou not be content to wait a little? Will not thy Lord’s time be better than thy time? By and by he will comfortably appear, to thy soul’s joy, and make thee put away the sackcloth and ashes of long waiting, and put on the scarlet and fine linen of full fruition.

And we're back!

Happy Palm Sunday!

I'm dusting off this old blog and getting it going again. Since I last posted here, I went through a period of de-construction during the pandemic years after having been attending evangelical churches most of my life. But I realized at one point that I had gone too far, I didn't need to throw out all my beliefs on account of some parts of Scripture that have been twisted and misinterpreted for political purposes. And now that I have my bearings again, I want to get back to posting about my faith journey and things that I find encouraging or thought-provoking with the hope that it'll be helpful to someone else out there! So welcome back and stay tuned!

Monday, July 6, 2020

Do Not Be Anxious

If you're like me, the constant bombardment of coronavirus news is overwhelming and unsettling, with businesses and schools shutting down and the prospect of hospitals being overwhelmed. Add to that the economic blow from depressed commerce and it seems like the sky is falling. And as I was beginning to fall prey to anxiety and fear over all this dire news, I came across this quote from Paul Tripp in my Twitter feed:
And the Holy Spirit directed me in my Bible reading to even more comforting promises:
"Then they cried to the Lord in their trouble, and he delivered them from their distress. He made the storm be still, and the waves of the sea were hushed." - Psalm 107:28-29
"Say to those who have an anxious heart, 'Be strong; fear not! Behold, your God will come with vengeance, with the recompense of God. He will come and save you." - Isaiah 35:4
"When I thought, 'My foot slips!', your steadfast love, O Lord, held me up. When the cares of my heart are many, your consolations cheer my soul." - Psalms 94:18
Jesus also points out in Matthew 6:25 that anxiety is pointless and completely unproductive; God knows what our needs are, and if He takes care of the smallest living creature, how much more will he care for us? We don't understand why He allows the things He allows, but we know that He allows them for our ultimate good, to deepen our relationship with Him and our faith in Him, much like drought forces the roots of a plant to search deeper into the soil for water.

"In this world you will have trouble; but take heart, I have overcome the world!" - John 16:33